Saturday, May 3, 2008

LIFE!!

Sometimes I can see myself running.
But what am I running from?
I'm running from life.
It's impossible to get away.

Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes,
And then things would be different.
I just want to be somebody.
I don't know if I can, but I'll try.

I've messed up in my life more then once.
But at least I'm still alive.
But do I want to be?
Yes . . . I do.

People mess up all the time.
It's no reason to just run away.
If you do, your problems will wait for you.
You just got 2 move on.

You have to except what you've done.
Just can't sit and feel sorry for yourself.
Life's not that bad.
It's what you make it out to be.

There will be good and bad times.
Sometimes more bad then good.
Either way it's life.
I would never want to change my life.

Even though I've messed up in the past.
I think it made me a stronger person.
So instead of running,
I'll stay and take life as it is!

Nice one innit? not mine tho.. lol.. but like it!

Life goes on... again................. haha!

Friday, May 2, 2008

why am i gettin hurt?

hmm.. u see im gona start crappin ere.. like it or not i dun care..lol.. u wana read go ahead if not.. plzz do buzz off aite.. haha.. nywayz my title.. WHY AM I GETTIN HURT? yeah stupid title.. but wtf.. i've bin thru alot in life... i mean for those who thinks u guys had more thn me, i dun care.. but for me i went thru alot of shits.. gettin hurt for no fcukin reason.. but i think its my fault for lettin pple to use me up.. knowin STILL im lettin dem.. yeah i have lots of frens... but NONE are true.. frust giler.. haiz.. i dun care edy.. now im in situation whr i dun give any fcuk abt anyone.. im tryin not to let pple to hurt me.. be more strong.. more selfish! and yeah pray more.. serious shit! u got to pray! before tis.. i dun even pray.. whn i was skoolin i wld only go to temple like 3 or 4 times in a YEAR! not lyin.. now im prayin everyday.. its like god is sayin "PRAY ASSHOLE!!" lol.. nywyaz.. wat im tryin to say is.. u got to be strong to face nythin in da world.. dun drown.. dun ever let pple to drown u wif their words.. dun trust nyone easily.. and dont ever love sumone 100%.. if not ur dead.. guarantee die! lol
hmmm.... watever shit it is... life goes on.. and on... and on..............................

I believe in devils,
The kind that hell sends,
I am surrounded by devils,
But I call them friends.

haha!

bored to death!

im booored! i was forced to open tis blog by mel.. go to his page its.. my5sen.blogspot.com.. he got hell lots of interesting bombastic topics.. lol.. n seriously i've got no idea why hes writting abt tun mahathir.. lol.. nywayz interesting peep.. lol.. funny guy.. haha..

but i oso duno why da hell i open tis blog.. im sorry i noe im crappin but since my fren MEL said its my wish to say nythin so i decided to crap nonsense...

hopefully i'll write some good stuff later.. now im bored gila.. lol.. k k got to get bac to work ler.. haiz....................... mel.. mel.. mel.. thx for da idea.. wakakkaakakakakakakkkaakkaaka