Friday, May 2, 2008

why am i gettin hurt?

hmm.. u see im gona start crappin ere.. like it or not i dun care..lol.. u wana read go ahead if not.. plzz do buzz off aite.. haha.. nywayz my title.. WHY AM I GETTIN HURT? yeah stupid title.. but wtf.. i've bin thru alot in life... i mean for those who thinks u guys had more thn me, i dun care.. but for me i went thru alot of shits.. gettin hurt for no fcukin reason.. but i think its my fault for lettin pple to use me up.. knowin STILL im lettin dem.. yeah i have lots of frens... but NONE are true.. frust giler.. haiz.. i dun care edy.. now im in situation whr i dun give any fcuk abt anyone.. im tryin not to let pple to hurt me.. be more strong.. more selfish! and yeah pray more.. serious shit! u got to pray! before tis.. i dun even pray.. whn i was skoolin i wld only go to temple like 3 or 4 times in a YEAR! not lyin.. now im prayin everyday.. its like god is sayin "PRAY ASSHOLE!!" lol.. nywyaz.. wat im tryin to say is.. u got to be strong to face nythin in da world.. dun drown.. dun ever let pple to drown u wif their words.. dun trust nyone easily.. and dont ever love sumone 100%.. if not ur dead.. guarantee die! lol
hmmm.... watever shit it is... life goes on.. and on... and on..............................

I believe in devils,
The kind that hell sends,
I am surrounded by devils,
But I call them friends.

haha!

2 comments:

dr.crazib said...

wow..cooL lil shabz..u start bloggin readi,welkam to the new era of freedomz,where freedom of speech is ourz...hikz..

p/s :- keep on updatin..kui kui kui

Anonymous said...

gurl.. i like the poem below.. ahahaha.. well said..

banu here..